Hey guys. been a while since my last -proper- journal update. An awful lot has happened. I got my GCSE results (1 B, 6 Cs, 1 D and 1 E) and started my a-levels. Im studying history, german, physics and ICT. I also broke my elbow over the holidays in to places, so im now undergoing physio for that.
And the main reason for this journal: I've fallen in love. She's everything I look for in a girl. She's pretty, she's polite, she's friendly, she's great at cheering people up, and she has the most beautiful eyes.
Unfortunately I've been holding back on asking her out because my best mate also likes her, and I don't want him to get hurt. But that's not why I say love hurts.
I love her. I mean REALLY love her. Like I said, she's everything I look for in a girl, and more. Of course, every good thing gets completely fucked up in my life. I know that I don't stand a hope in hell. The reason: Im 16. She's 14.
That doesn't stop me. After all it's only 2 years. Unfortunately, no matter what my feelings, her mother absolutely hates me. She doesn't know me, but hates me. And all because I'm 16. She has this stupid view that all 16 year olds are out for one thing, and one thing only. And no matter what, i'll never her prove to her otherwise.
Like I said. Love is a cruel mistress. I guess it is true that only fools fall in love.
